Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Identity Crisis





Well, a whole new phase of my life has begun. For the first time in 12 years, I am not a full-time pediatrician. I am working two days a week at my practice and spending the rest of the week working from home. I don't feel any different, but my sense of identity is shifting. I'm no longer just a pediatrician. I can't say I feel like a missionary though. But, I'm not sure what that is supposed to feel like. So, I guess I'm "the pediatrician headed to the mission field". In any case I know that I am where God has led me and that is a good way to be identified.

Starting August 1, I began the process of fund raising which will enable me to move to and work in Mali. I'm already amazed at what God is doing and who He is using in this process. Raising support is one of the most interesting "jobs" I've ever had. It is exciting, uncomfortable, humbling, and even fun.

It is exciting to see the Lord orchestrate meetings, speaking engagements, and events that will bring more exposure to the needs in Mali and the work I'll be involved with.

It is uncomfortable because....well, let's face it....it's never easy to ask for help. But, I'm learning to move past the discomfort and awkwardness and seek help from others. My "pride issues" are being challenged, to say the least. I know that is a good thing.

It is humbling as I watch people give to a vision that I have shared with them. They give because they believe in what I'm going to do. I am filled with a overwhelming sense of gratitude each time a new person joins me in this work through their giving.

It is fun because I get to meet amazing people. I never knew so many people share a passion for Africa, for treating the sick and for helping those in need, all in the name of Jesus. I love watching the body of Christ work together.

So, I'll just lay it out to anyone who reads this. I need help. Without reservation I am prepared to go to Mali and live and work and help as much as I can. I cannot do it alone. I need your prayers, first and foremost. I know the excitement and adventure will sustain me for awhile, but those things will wear off. Your prayers will make a difference. I need monthly financial supporters...those who will give on a monthly basis to enable me to live and work. I believe God calls some to go and some to send. If the Lord lays it on your heart to be a part of my support team, please let me know. Thanks so much. Be well
Jason

479-685-1077
malipeds@gmail.com

4 comments:

  1. Jason, We're praying for you as you are passing through this Land of the In Between, especially since this part of the journey does indeed include the "interesting" task of raising support. It's great to hear your positive perspective on it. I'll pass your blog on to others who can, at the very least, support you in prayer.

    ReplyDelete
  2. We're praying for you Jason and can't wait for you to join us our here in Mali!

    ReplyDelete
  3. Dr. Foster -
    I just can't feel right calling you Jason. :) You have been a very special part of mine and Derrick's life since we brought our Cody into the world 6 1/2 years ago and we were blindsided by his medical needs. You were support and inspiration for us and we are so sad to see you go (especially Cody as you are still his favorite doctor and he STILL to this day talks about you at least once a week as the doctor that found the birdies in his ears) but so proud to know you and the great work you are going to do. I look forward to keeping up to date with your missions. My family is truly blessed to have had you in our lives and we are so excited for the children next in line to reap the benefits like my son has.
    God Speed Dr. Foster!
    The Jensen Family
    -Derrick, Kelli, Cody and Cooper

    ReplyDelete
  4. You're about the round the last corner until your new journey begins! We're excited for you and hope all of the plans are coming together well!

    ReplyDelete